Sunday, November 30, 2008 9:25 PM | xoxo

I'm like a hungry ghost today..
Lunch at Crystal jade,Dinner at Grandma house..
Both are great~ Yum Yum

After lunch went home and i fall asleep while watching Tv
Gonna be fat =(
During weekend all the tv programme are very boring unlike weekdays..

So sleepy and is only 10.22pm

Goodnight & Miss you





Saturday, November 29, 2008 10:29 PM | xoxo

Spend the whole morning cleaning my room before going out to meet up with Xinyi aka Ti ki gal..
Becuz she have braces, that's why.

Dine at Swensen..
Was very hungry since morning and i only get to eat at 4pm =(

Grill Fish is Yummy! Fries & Lemon tea was great too..
Maybe I'm really hungry. Hehe



Then went to try out fish spa..
My first time & its so freaking scary & ticklish ! Till i feel like backing out =D
But after awhile i got used to it..Hee

After trying out the small fishes for awhile, we move to the side where the bigger fish are..
Scary x10 and bigger fish are like hungry ghost.

Xinyi snap a pic of me when I'm laughing like hell =(
Very ugly & i look like i have rabbit teeth =(
And she insist to post it up =(

Shopping begins..Everything belongs to me except for a Hp Strap for my lil sis..I bought a red bean cake that doremon always eat. Cute!

Can't resist not to buy this cute bear even thou it cost $15 which i think is quite expensive..I can stick on my phone, psp & laptop

Bday present from Xinyi. Thank you =)

Amount of Nail polish i have in my room..There's still more in my fridge. Hehe..

The other day was watching a show about doggy and a man dyed his doggy fur to look like a white tiger. Very cute and i quickly snap it dow..

Time to do mask~ Goodnight

Love`

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 9:54 PM | xoxo

Watched Chihuahua with Dd ytd..
Before that treat him for dinner at Ichiban sushi becuz Daddy stirke 4d again
More money again $_$
Got all those stuff that i need..Except for mask & trim my eyebrow =(

But i got my mask today and a sleepwear..
Talking about it makes me sad. Not long ago i just bought a sleepwear from Cotton on
and today the same sleepwear is having 50% off.

Anw, gonna go for a short trip on Dec to Kl and Genting with my family..





Sunday, November 23, 2008 8:17 PM | xoxo

I want to see you, I want to see you
Or at least hear your voice on the phone
I call you on the phone, even for no reason
Just because you are here, my heart becomes so warm
I only have one wish
Can I stay loving you the way I do now?
Always and forever..Yes, in this way
I want to love you this much, would that be okay?
Even on the nights my heart painfully, painfully tightens I'm certain, and yet...
Just from thinking of you, my heart is alive holding onto meaning
So I'm not searching for anything
Again, in this way, forever
I want you to love me that much, Would that be okay?






6:53 PM | xoxo

I'm bored even with scv..Hundred over of programme to choose from yet i cant find any show that i wanna watch
Animal planet the whole day..Should have make a trip to Imm or Jp to spend some moolahs..

Ate some chocolate earlier on and now my stomach hurts =(

I want holidays~

****************************************************
All of a sudden, i felt very lost..
Seem like i'm losing everything that belongs to me
Tell me i'm not..





Saturday, November 22, 2008 12:11 PM | xoxo

Pack my room right away after i woke up at 9
Non-stop packing all the wayyy
Luckily i woke up early cuz delivery man came at 1 pm
Busy for the whole afternoon

My room is so cozy now. Hehe Very satisfied with my arrangement n_n
Dd said he almost fall aslp..
Just need to repaint my room..Daddy gonna paint for me during Dec since he will be very free by then..

Oh and i cook spaghetti! Glad that it taste good..

Gonna watch Chihuahua with him on Mon or tue
And i can finally get the stuffs i want
Mask, trim my messy brow etc..





Friday, November 21, 2008 9:05 PM | xoxo

Thought I'll be able to sleep till afternoon tmr..
But tv console is coming at 2pm onwards and so i must get up earlier &
shift my bed and clean my room..

Anw, I'm happy becus Daddy, da jie & Er jie gave me money $_$
Hehe so tempted to buy the Lv key & change holder i wanted but no i can't.
I must learn to save money.

He is so excited about the tv..More excited then me!

Tmr i shall take a pic of my pretty tv console & tv. Hee

Gonna eat my cake & watch drama. Bye!

He is treasure





Thursday, November 20, 2008 9:24 PM | xoxo

Before I'm home, i have lots of things in my mind that i need to do.
But the moment I'm home, I'm lazy =x So all i did was measure around my room
Thinking of how i should rearrange it.

Saturday, Tv console will be sending to my home from 2pm to 4pm..
Then i can set up my new tv..

Sad case will be, i can't lie down on my bed to use lappy anymore.
Actually it should be, i have no idea where i shall place my lappy =(

Chihuahua, Chihuahua. Moo~





Wednesday, November 19, 2008 5:02 PM | xoxo

He call and order me to open my door and go back to my room again and must not go out until he say so.
He came in with a cake. Kitty kitty cake..Part of my wish granted..



I wanna get out of the room to the toilet..But he doesn't allow me to do so..
Weird i know..Totally had no idea what he is up to..
Cake received
Present coming soon..

Is this big thing hiding in the living room..



He bring this into my room and the very happy & dinosaur look on his face makes my heart smile..

Thank you =)

In the past, without scv but life was great.
Now, with a scv i have everything in my room. Dvd player, lappy, New tv & scv
But life wasn't as awesome as before.

Now, I'm legally 18. Driving license here i come
I'm a young adult now so i must..
Grow up..
Stop being a cry baby, hopefully

Always be mine..
Love & miss





Tuesday, November 18, 2008 10:09 PM | xoxo

The ugly fish without water is confused
To or not, to struggle with this precious life
Just like me who is afraid of this reality
Keeping myself away from anything leading to hope

The memories is so cool, so good
Sweet, bitter & sorrow
I'm afraid I'll show my weakness
And start crying

I noticed this love
The moment i look into his eyes
And my feeling was so sure
Making my heart beat

Why is it so difficult for us?

I have always realised for sure..
But i close my eyes, running away from the reality
Denied the truth

Staring at my phone
I have so much to say
My thoughts, my unhappiness
& a new me

You'll be amazed
And show me the big smile on your face again





Monday, November 17, 2008 9:34 PM | xoxo

Past 4 night I'm not able to sleep well. Having a very hard time to fall aslp..
When i eventually fall aslp after lying on my bed for gods know how long
I woke up again after 2-3 hrs... And again i have a hard time falling aslp..

When I'm aslp, i start having nightmares! Every night..Same thing...Same people..
& woke up again & realised i can only sleep for 1 to 2 more hrs before my alarm rings at 7am..

My body is not helping me..
No appetite,vomiting, tiredness is killing my mood.
Big bruise & i had a great fall when i came out of the toilet..

Miserable life I'm having..

Kinda hate night time right now, in fact day time too :(

Luckily today somebody gave me chocolates..Cute Chocolate.
At least I'm happy for a moment..
Thanks you :)

Pls let me have a good rest tonight...





Sunday, November 16, 2008 11:11 PM | xoxo

Spent my day at Jb for shopping..Only Bought a top from Mng & a very cute sleepwear in pink from la Senza..
Steamboat with Family to celebrate me & my lil sis bday. Fyi, me & lil sis bday fall on the same month and same date. So yeah, if she's 5years earlier, we're gonna be twins.
Very Disappointed & sad..Someone couldn't make it.

Just calculate and realised I'm gonna spend near to 1k these days..
What have i bought??

The other day, was walking around J8 alone waiting for someone to come and pick me up and i spend hundred plus! Omg~

Pic- Left side loot from J8 & right is Jb..

Arrange my perfume & took a family photo..







Saturday, November 15, 2008 7:09 PM | xoxo

This is a lovely night, that lady loves
Not in the past, not now
Sometimes back during those days..
Happy moment i supposed?

They asked me
The Beginning or the end?

Did i imagine of this future?
Did you imagine of this future?

Will you be holding on?
Or are u giving up ?

Are you fighting Or raising the white flag?

The world is moving fast,
time is not enough.

I had surely thought that we would continue to
Walk, Laugh, breathe and even have an idle talk
Just as usual..

Hurry, will you ?





6:40 PM | xoxo

Not feeling well for these few days..
Giddy, no appetite and not forgetting the worst. Vomiting =(
Feels so tired even thought i slept before 12am and woke up at 10am..
Restless..

2days ago, never had any food & water..
Ytd, only meal was with him after his work..
Currently, very hungry yet no appetite. Only craving is lok lok..

Guess I'm gonna lose weight very soon..
But i must take good care of my body..
Eat well Sleep well.
For the sake of

Anw, one of my bday wish was to have a kitty kitty cake..
But i guess thats not important to me right now.
Don't wanna be greedy, just one wish will do.
You know..

Lots of love..





Friday, November 14, 2008 10:12 PM | xoxo

Night falls...
Cuddle precious under the blanket in fear
Wondering,Imagine & hoping begins
Through out the long night, till i close my eyes
For what i always long for..
Will it come true? How long?
Beautiful us strolling around our Garden..
Together with our dogs when both our hair has turn white..
Just like what we saw..Remember me asking you?
Hoping all day long was only
Miracle, Miracle & Forgiveness
Sun rise..
The other me appears..
Pretend till night fall again..
Hate to, but how?
Just wanna be my, myself.
Do not torture me anymore

Save me? I promise...

Yours truly..
Love always





Sunday, November 09, 2008 8:17 PM | xoxo

Present from Dd..


Like it very much..I love Dior stuff. All of them are so pretty..
The body moisturizer smells so good. Too bad is only 50ml only if is the same size as the perfume. It will be great..100ml! woohoo..

& also a tube dress..

Dd become ah black already =(
Ugly pig

Thank you *kiss*

Anw, Tue will be off day for us but gonna be busy too.
Hospital for check up this time round is not becuz Dd is pregnant, is me. Teehee
Then somebody will be coming over to my place to fix the cable point
& ikea.

Night..





Saturday, November 08, 2008 10:54 PM | xoxo

Reach Malaysia at 1am plus & we went to eat ' lok lok' by the roadside.












Wednesday, November 05, 2008 8:05 PM | xoxo

I'm very sad & lonely right now..
Cuz my Beloved Dd flew to Thailand today without me. Hahaha
He will be away for 5 days =(


But, i'm gonna be happy when he's back..
I can finally hug him =x Dior Dior and Lcd Tv. Hehe
Hope he will not be heartless & forget about my present..

Junction 8 with Dd & sis yesterday..Bought this Kose massage gel cuz i saw it on cleo magazine..tried it last night & i like it. Also like the laneige mask. Anw, laneige product is very cheap..

I love this because it smells good!
Gonna take a bath & go to bed..


' Hi Dd, i miss you' Gd night..





Monday, November 03, 2008 10:18 PM | xoxo

I'm very tired...Luckily i have this.

I can sleep with my mask on..Yeah!






Sunday, November 02, 2008 12:58 PM | xoxo

Such a long time since i walk under the hot sun..
Weekdays working.. Weekend i stay at home whole day if not i only go out when the sun sets..

For the sake of my Dd, i went to supermarket cuz I'm gonna cook for him!
But i know, next time he will definitely not ask me to cook anymore..Hehe

Anw, i'm a happy girl. Cuz i always get what i want.
Gonna have a Scv in my room..
New furniture
Paint my room

Later will be shopping but the weather is spoiling my mood =(





12:43 PM | xoxo

1) The person who tagged me:
Xinyi
2) Your relationship with him/her is:
Best Friends
3) Your five impressions of him/her:
Chubby =x , Full of craps, Talk Damn loud!
4) The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you:
Always make me laugh like hell ?
5) The most memorable thing that he/she had said to you:
' Wah Lao you know hor my father hor '
6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Become a crazy girl
7) If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:
Be more lady like =x Hehe
8) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Never..
9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Me being unreasonable? Opps..
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Always meet up with her
11) Your overall impression of him/her is:
Great
12) How you think people around you will feel about you?
Not sure..
13) The characteristics you love of yourself are:
Everything about me
14) On the contrary, the characteristics you hate of yourself are:
Super lazy lor
15) The most ideal person you want to be is:
Still myself
16) For people who care for and like you, say something to them:
Dont love me too much


Okay, im super lazy. So yeah stop till Qns 16. Hehe Xinyi see i give face hor..

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